My Dear Family,
Heavenly Father hears our prayers.
Last p-day was incredibly rough for me. I was pretty much crying for like, four
hours straight. Anyway, I said a prayer that went something along the lines of
"Heavenly Father, I am SO homesick right now. I just really need to see
someone from home. Whether that be my Rexburg home or my San Antonio home, I
don't care. I just really need a friend." I said that prayer knowing the
only people I knew from outside the MTC had left that day, mind you. I was
sitting outside writing some letters with my companion a little while later
when I heard someone shout "SISTER TERRY?!" I look up...and Sister
Emmie Eyden is walking towards me with her luggage in hand.
"Ask and ye shall receive." -D&C 4:7
The end, right? Wrong. I was still
feeling a little down. Sister Godwin and I just got done changing in the temple
dressing room stalls for an endowment session when this sweet old lady stops us
and says "Are you two sisters? Oh, I can just see it on your faces. We
pray for you missionaries here every night, without fail. We are so grateful
for you. The Lord is so grateful for you. We love you. He loves you. You are
right where you are supposed to be."
I will be on your right hand and on
your left...and mine angels round about you, to bear you up." - D&C
84:88 ... (to be perfectly honest, I wouldn't be surprised to find out one day
that that lady was an actual angel.)
We are children of a loving
Heavenly Father...and He's as personal as He is grand. He is aware of us. He
hears our prayers. He answers our prayers. He sends angels to help us when
we're sad. He cares. He really, truly cares.
The second verse of “Come, Come Ye Saints”
has been my anthem these past couple weeks: "Why should we mourn or think
our lot is hard? 'Tis not so; All is
right. Why should we think to earn a great reward if we now shun the fight?
Gird up your loins. Fresh courage take. Our God will NEVER us forsake...and
soon we'll have this tale to tell- All is well!!!! All is well!!
Listen to the Holy Ghost lesson
#397- During personal study the other day, I read a scripture about the Holy
Ghost and felt impressed to write it down in my lesson planning notebook. Galatians
5:22-23...talks all about what the Holy Ghost feels like. Anywho, in our lesson
with Lukas later that day, Sister Godwin read D&C 9:8 (Which says that
you'll feel a burning in your bosom that will confirm truth) and Lukas said
"Well, I didn't feel a burning in my chest...I felt warm and good,
though" ...to which I responded "I HAVE THE PERFECT SCRIPTURE FOR YOUUUUUUU".
So we read it. And I was able to bear testimony of the fact that I knew it was,
indeed, the spirit he was feeling and oh my heavens the spirit was so strong in
that room and it was the greatest thing ever. THE HOLY GHOST IS THE BEST
COMPANION. IN THE WORLD. EVER.
We have two new investigators! One
is Ted...he's 101 years old and has never been religious. The other is
Josef...a middle aged Jehovah's Witness. It's been a real challenge teaching
them. Lukas (our first investigator) accepted everything we said (like for
real, in the first lesson we told him we came to earth to grow...and wash
ourselves. and he still agreed to be baptized). These two? Not so much. They
have lots of questions and concerns and so it's been tough!!
My district has grown unbelievably
close. Sister Montgomery and I have bonded. She's a good beat boxer and I’m
basically Eminem in female form...so we rap. Together. And it is glorious. (No
worries, it’s about missionary stuff. completely appropriate.) Elder Hansen and
I are buddies now, too!! I have to ask him if we're friends or foes like 12
times a day, but that's okay. I'm pretty sure we're friends. Sister Johnson? Is
my best friend. I love her. We have so much fun together and pray we get to be
companions out in the field one day!!
Sad news: We sisters are not
singing in conference :( Just the elders (in priesthood session). LAME, RIGHT?!
Anyway, I still have a bunch of
other emails to write, but before I go, I just want to tell you about my
current scripture hero- LEHI. Oh my goodness that man is UH-MAY-ZING. The night
before I entered the MTC, I was sitting on Rosie's couch joking with her, Ross
and Ben. I started to get teary eyed and thought "I can’t believe I’m
leaving my family- the thing that makes me happiest above all else. This is so
sad" and then immediately, another thought came to mind. "Why in the
world are you sad for you?? You should be sad for the people who don’t have
this! Not sharing it would be selfish. If family is THAT important to you, then
share the message of the restored gospel, of the plan of salvation, of eternal
families. Share it so that others can feel as much joy and happiness as
you." ...and then I was reading in first Nephi. Lehi partook of the fruit
of the tree of life and it "filled his soul with exceedingly great
joy" and what did he do? He shared it. "After the Lord had shown so
many great and marvelous things" unto Lehi...guess what he did? He shared
those marvelous things with others.
This gospel brings me so much joy.
It is so marvelous. It is SO important...and (just like Lehi), I can’t wait to
share it (:
I love y’all so
much!! Keep the letters coming!!
See ya in 18 (:
Love, Sister Terry